Of looking at fucking fetlife wishing for things that aren’t going to happen.. holding out for stuff that just isn’t of interest to the only person I’d want it to be of interest to.
Fuck it. I have enough shit to worry about with bloody fucking christmas and all that fucking entails so I shall just stop caring about stuff that isn’t ever going to happen. Tada. I’m accessible on here or on tumblr although am in two minds about that blog also..